touch me


i said whatever
July 12, 2009, 9:42 pm
Filed under: résumé

 
I was bersoleking, prepared to go home today.
Then there, someone told me “to try to socialise”.
It all started when a staff (not SSN, buang karen je), walked past me and I practically ignored her. wtf.

Reason 1 I don’t know you that well
Reason 2 Therefore I’m minding my own business
Reason 3 So I’ve got nothing to talk to you Full Stop.

Any people with rational mind will think alike.
You must be the retarded ones.



since goodbye
July 8, 2009, 9:32 pm
Filed under: ohana

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 The past can never be forgotten; it’s sets reality in it’s root.
It’s been 2 years.

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solo
June 29, 2009, 6:45 pm
Filed under: résumé

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Someone told me it gets so hard talking to me up aka gossiping when I’m at work.
Putting aside discharges in the evening; what’s not, I’ve been doing lots of admissions continuously for the past few days.
Being the in-charge for H1N1 cases for few weeks now and still counting, I’m still loving it.
But yesterday’s event was rather interesting and at the same time, challenging.
With 0 minutes to spare for my break time plus no junior assigned,
I’m left stranded to do EVERYTHING by myself.
From settling miscommunication between the kitchen staff and diets for the newly admitted patients,
answering and reassuring those desperate relatives for updates,
doing 5 admissions in one shift,
 to begging the Pathology staff for few more supplies of Hank’s Medium,
it’s a one-man-show, handling 12 lives in my hand.

I was amazed; having a compliment and a pat at the back from the NC does make my day indeed.
I can’t wait for my next off day!

=)

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i want
June 22, 2009, 5:38 pm
Filed under: au hasard

Until autumn arrives, I’ll be keeping this on my radar:

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  Source: x-tinaweb.com

 =)

 

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plight
June 13, 2009, 4:52 pm
Filed under: au hasard

Selalu macam gini tao.
Lagi setengah jam aku nak pass report, mesti kecoh.
Last minute complain mabok la, chest pain la, rindu anak la, new admission la.
Fed up sia.
Aku da arrange IMRs, clinical charts, tulis report cantek2, siap da closing skali,
mesti ade babi2 sekelian buat perangai.
Korang ni, da malam2 tido je la.
Nak merintih tu bile aku dabes pass report la.
Kasi la aku chance.
Aku pon manusia mcm kao jugak.
.wth.

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argh
June 9, 2009, 9:58 am
Filed under: au hasard

It’s tiring to always start from scratch, be it in the workplace, study or relationship.
I hate people who think they are the gold among the bronze,
flower among those green grasses and what so ever.
Yeah I may be new to this place, but I’m not new to the guidelines and practices.
It’s so stressful working with such people.
It’s just that whatever you have been practising currently are just so different,
so alienated
(and pathetic).
Period.

 

 

I wish I’ve got an avenue to bring my angst to comfort.

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let me summarise
June 4, 2009, 2:17 pm
Filed under: amis, amour, résumé

Sorry for the frequent MIAing.
Sorry la kepade sesiape yg free sangat.
I’ve been working diligently ok. Nyeheh~
Anyway wrapping it up:

  1)
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Training at Bestway.

 

2)

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Trip to Jurong Bird Park.
More pictures up on FB.

3)

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Happy 1st Anniversary dear.
 =)

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graduation day
May 26, 2009, 10:47 pm
Filed under: amis, au hasard, ohana, résumé

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 The most anticipated event after 3 years has arrived.
Alhamdulillah, with constant support from both Mak and Kakak,
had made me this far.
To top it all, my admission to the Director’s List added the glitters to my educational achievements.
Alhamdulillah =)

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on days
May 24, 2009, 9:48 pm
Filed under: résumé

 Sister has been nice this week; I don’t have to wait long for my DO to come.

Sooner or later when the deployed staffs returned to their respective wards,

I will transform like those old grumbellina spinsters. Bleargh~

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weighting scale
May 21, 2009, 8:40 pm
Filed under: au hasard

She can tone down with few months’ hard regime.

But why can’t I gain even though I’ve tried for YEARS?

Gosh, it’s freakingly pissing me off.

Grr!

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flamey oculus
May 19, 2009, 11:27 am
Filed under: au hasard

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 Eyes on fire
Your spine is ablaze
Felling any foe with my gaze

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take my hand
May 12, 2009, 8:28 pm
Filed under: amis

happy patwick 

 May not fit the mold
May not do what I’m told
Will not be swayed by the things that they might say
They may have had their doubts
No matter what I’ve found
I have held my ground
Look at me, I’m still around

Glad for the meet-up with you babe.

And, yes babe, at least we’re happy living day by day.

And for sure we’re skipping our way to that paraiso.

Them?

Bets they’re just masquerading those pretty smiles, and those cara?

They’re never irreversible.

Believe me, for every of your punto,

it’s only visible to their naked eyes,

but never to those who appreciate the best of you.

For, deep rooted, their tiny little corzaon are always craving for some carino

while painstakingly regretted savouring that last laugh.

 

I know you read this.

Hope that helps.

Beep me if you need down it.

Take care =)

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so sweet
May 9, 2009, 8:52 pm
Filed under: au hasard

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hands in the air
May 6, 2009, 10:16 pm
Filed under: amis

I’ve never met someone as selfish, til today.

May Allah knock some sense into her.

Amin.

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echo beat
May 3, 2009, 9:16 pm
Filed under: amour

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 Fill my heart with song
Let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you.

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